Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Chapter 4: Kirk
Chapter 3: Elise
“What has he done…” She muttered quietly to herself. Her father had turned her light pink room, filled with dolls, a small tea table, and a vanity mirror with play makeup into a pure white guest room. Her dolls, table, and vanity mirror were gone. All that was left was a pure white dresser against the wall, next to a white desk and chair, a small bedside table, and tall bookshelf with three books that read, “Proper Money Management”, “The History of Liverpool Banking”, and “Theoi: An Extensive History of Greek Myths”.
“Miss Black?” A soft voice called out from behind the white door. “Your tea?” It asked in a quiet voice.
“Oh yes.” Elise remembered the tea she had requested. With a slight reluctance she opened the door and took the tray from the maid. “Thank you.” The ends of her lips curled into a small smile as the maid back up and disappeared down the hall.
Elise set the tray on the top of the dresser and began unpacking. She placed her clothes in the dresser drawers and her art supplies on the desk. Her camera, with multiple lenses, her sketchbook, graphite pencil, and acrylic paints and brushes sat neatly next to each other. They were the only things that gave life to the room.
It had been 10 years since she was last in this room. Elise turned and admired the purity of it all, her eyes falling on areas where her things used to be. As she walked slowly towards the window she saw a bright yellow canary. “Curious.” She whispered with a small smile gracing her lips. The tiny bird fluttered around, landing on her windowsill where she noticed a small nest in the corner. Nestled in the corner were three of the canary’s offspring. Elise smiled at the small birds, her pink lips closing in a tight smile.
“Elise.” The voice from the train whispered again. Elise’s smiled disappeared in a flash. She whipped around to see no one there. At least I look like a complete basket case in private. She thought to herself.
“Color.” The voice whispered.
“What?” Elise asked the voice, and quickly realized that there was no one there. “What am I saying? I’m alone in a room. God I am going crazy.” She sighed and walked over to the desk. Her sketchbook lay open to a new page with the paints and brushes set out neatly beside it. “What the-“ Her eyebrows knit together as she looked around the room, finding no one…again.
“Miss Black?” The maid’s soft voice called out again, causing Elise to jump. She whipped around and waited for another call. “Miss Black?” She heard someone moving around behind the door.
“I’m a little busy at the moment.” She stood, staring at the door, not entirely sure what she was going to do. Jump out of the window? Maybe.
“Elise?” A deep voice timidly called out. Elise’s eyes widened and jaw dropped. No, it couldn’t have been. He was busy. From her memories ‘busy’ meant, “I won’t see either of you until supper at the earliest, or supper the next day at the latest.”
Carefully, Elise walked to the door and opened it. “Father?” She said in a timid voice, her green eyes looking up curiously at the man before her. He stood at an average 5’11” with brown hair speckled with gray. A full beard, neatly trimmed, and small circular glasses made him look like a professor.
“Elise.” The man struggled to get the one name out. His forehead creased as he looked intently at Elise. “Y-You’ve grown.” He stuttered and cleared his throat, standing up straight with both hands behind his back.
“Yes, well 10 years does that to a six year old.” Her lips formed a tight line as she opened the door wider, allowing her father to step inside of the guest room.
“I-uh.” Her father coughed again, trying to find the words. “Have you settled in?”
“I’ve unpacked.” Elise left the door open and took a couple steps toward her father. He moved toward the window and noticed the canary.
“I’ll have that removed.” He motioned toward the nest and it’s inhabitants.
“No, that’s all right.” Elise looked at the sleeping canaries. “They aren’t doing any harm.”
“Yes but they are an eyesore.”
“No they aren’t. They’re beautiful.” Elise felt her anger rising. All the memories of her father came rushing back. The refusal to enroll her in painting classes, destroying the pressed flowers album she had created because she brought ‘bugs’ into the house, preventing her from re-painting her soft pink room to a soft purple.
“I-“ Her father was about to protest but thought better of it. “How was your commute?” He changed the subject as he stepped away from the window.
“Long.” Elise answered curtly.
“Why did you bring so many…” He couldn’t find the right word as he made his way to the desk with her art supplies on it.
“Art supplies?”
“Yes.”
“I wanted to do some painting, sketching, and photography while I was here.” Talking about her art calmed her down. “I would have brought my guitar but I didn’t want to carry it. It’s not everyday I visit Liverpool.”
“When will you have time for this…art?” He asked nervously, trying not to offend her.
“What do you mean?”
“We have a full schedule for the holidays. Very busy.” He looked at Elise with a serious face. “You won’t have time for these things.”
“Won’t I?” Her eyes narrowed and her body tensed. She wanted to scream at her father. She knew this would be difficult.
“No you won’t”.
“And who’s going to stop me?” She asked with conviction.
“Wha-“ He struggled to stay calm. “Elise, this is the time to spend with family.” He said sternly.
“Family?” She laughed. “What family?” She yelled. “You and Kirk? I haven’t spoken to either of you in 10 years and one of the first things you say to me is that I won’t have time to express myself!”
“That is not what I said.” She could see her father tense up.
“Isn’t it?” Elise stood her ground. “You want to say something to me? Say it!”
“I-“ He struggled to get his words out. This was not the same man she knew 10 years ago. He was holding back.
“Look! I dyed my hair!” She showed him the darker brown highlights in her hair. “I colored it last week!” She saw his eyes widen. “Look! I pierced my ears.” She pulled back her hair. “Three times!” She grinned at her father’s stifled reactions. “And I’ve got a tattoo appointment in February!” That was it, her father snapped.
“You are not getting a tattoo!” He screamed back at her. This was the man she knew 10 years ago. She knew he was holding back. She knew it was all an act. “You are also to take out those earrings and dye your hair back!”
“And who’s going to stop me?” Elise yelled back. “You can’t keep me caged up any more ‘father’!” She used that term very lightly. She wasn’t comfortable calling him that anymore.
“I will stop you because I am your father!” His hands clenched into fists at his sides. “You will go without supper tonight!” He raised a hand and pointed a finger, trying to find more words.
“Does it look like I’m bothered?” She kept a straight face as her father grunted and stormed out of the room. Walking over she yelled, “Thanks for the wonderful welcome dad!” and slammed the door.